Sometimes people and things can just come all at a time and all leave at another time.
If you didn't treasure any one of them,you may regret when you lost them...
I used to have so much,however i didn't treasure any of them,and now,everything just disappeared in a blink of an eye.
Yesterday,all unhappiness just poured over me like no one's business.
First,i knew that Linda had changed her course and went back to TELP...
Secondly,i found out something that's really disappointing...
Thirdly,the phone call with my friend was hung up because of low reception,when i had so much to tell him...
Fourthly,i had a very weird feeling with my two groups of friends and felt like some idiot among them...
Fifthly,i was really angry with myself for being so "C"!
I was devastated yesterday,knowing no one to talk to except Him...I miss home
Linda went back to TELP yesterday and officially had her first lesson yesterday.She regretted for doing so.
As i said,if you didn't treasure the chance,no one can help you.
Frankly speaking,i felt lonely,even though i didn't admit in front of her.
No one is sitting beside me during class anymore,no one is having lunch with me anymore,no one is gonna lend me a shoulder to lean onto anymore in class.
I went pass her English class today,looking at the empty seat she used to sit every time,i saw her shadow.I saw her waving at me and giving me a big wide smile.I MISS HER!
So many things happened these days...am i still happy?Will i be happy tomorrow to buy myself a happiness charm and add onto my chain as I've promised myself?
I hate myself for being so unhappy and "C".
I really want to go back to the yupei whom i used to be when i just reached Australia.
Anyway yupei,just remember to think positively and be strong in whatever you faced.
Do your best,be your real own and HE will do the rest=)

{ I MAKE MY OWN DREAMS* }