Sometimes people and things can just come all at a time and all leave at another time.
If you didn't treasure any one of them,you may regret when you lost them...
I used to have so much,however i didn't treasure any of them,and now,everything just disappeared in a blink of an eye.
Yesterday,all unhappiness just poured over me like no one's business.
First,i knew that Linda had changed her course and went back to TELP...
Secondly,i found out something that's really disappointing...
Thirdly,the phone call with my friend was hung up because of low reception,when i had so much to tell him...
Fourthly,i had a very weird feeling with my two groups of friends and felt like some idiot among them...
Fifthly,i was really angry with myself for being so "C"!
I was devastated yesterday,knowing no one to talk to except Him...I miss home
Linda went back to TELP yesterday and officially had her first lesson yesterday.She regretted for doing so.
As i said,if you didn't treasure the chance,no one can help you.
Frankly speaking,i felt lonely,even though i didn't admit in front of her.
No one is sitting beside me during class anymore,no one is having lunch with me anymore,no one is gonna lend me a shoulder to lean onto anymore in class.
I went pass her English class today,looking at the empty seat she used to sit every time,i saw her shadow.I saw her waving at me and giving me a big wide smile.I MISS HER!
So many things happened these days...am i still happy?Will i be happy tomorrow to buy myself a happiness charm and add onto my chain as I've promised myself?
I hate myself for being so unhappy and "C".
I really want to go back to the yupei whom i used to be when i just reached Australia.
Anyway yupei,just remember to think positively and be strong in whatever you faced.
Do your best,be your real own and HE will do the rest=)

{ I MAKE MY OWN DREAMS* }

I just realised something...i don't know if I'm just thinking too much or what.I couldn't control but to think of it especially after what had happened yesterday.
It may be easy for people to befriend with each another and communicate.
However it will be difficult for them to live together under one roof and see each other everyday,especially when you'll have totally different personalities and come from different countries.
You really must have the generosity and patience to deal with everything.
It is easy for us to say that we want to move up and live together now,but i believe that it won't be easy when we have misunderstandings and unhappiness in the future.
I'm having a rather mixed feeling in me now.
I'm not sure if i have that BIG HEART to accept their weaknesses and control my temper plus the feeling of outcasting every time they speak in Cantonese.
On the other hand,I'm somehow looking forward to living on our own,cooking all meals ourselves,and sharing a room with a roommate.
Anyway,we'll see how it goes when our requirement for the changing of room is approved.

{ I MAKE MY OWN DREAMS* }

I suddenly thought today:i wanna say goodbye.No disappointment,no regrets,i wanna say goodbye!


Btw,i had a very fun day yesterday--SLEEPING
I couldn't believe that i could sleep soooo much,
from 7.30 pm after Biggest Loser yesterday till 8.30 am this morning.
Its like around 13 hours.The good thing is that i didn't have homework yesterday.
With that much of sleep,i was super high just now and kept on talking to mushroom
HAHA...
Suddenly felt that this kind of life will never happen in Singapore with my
parents around.
Anyway,i enjoyed school today and the first day of school yesterday.
Today,i really had a chance to exercise in the morning.
When i went to school with Dale this morning for our line 4 lesson,we were told the
front door and the lift could not be used.No choice,we had to go from the back door and squeeze the stairs with the others.Thank God that my lesson was at the fifth level....
Later,i then realised that there was fire drill just now and the WHOLE BUILDING had been emptied...
After that,when i reached level 5,Linda asked me to go down to the ground floor again to get the green card with her.Okay,so we climbed down.After she got her green card,we climbed back to level 5 again...When we went back to class,i could feel that I'm half dead.
Thanks to the fire drill...

Btw,daylight saving had started on last Sunday.It means that last Sunday,i had 25 hours.The time here had been brought forward by an hour,which means the time here is only one hour faster than Singapore now!=)

I got back my computer science test yesterday and i failed by 3 and a half mark.Got a really good scolding by Ralph and he was like kept on asking me how come i failed my test even though my English seems to be better then him.Although his fierce and scolded me for my poor result,i appreciated that.At least he's with good intention and taught me how do it after that.THANK YOU RALPH=)

{ I MAKE MY OWN DREAMS* }