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Oh yeah...I'm finally back in Singapore.The waiting for coming back was terrible man!
I actually came back on the 20 June and will be leaving on the 11July2008...so i will be here for 3 weeks exactly.I had already been in Singapore for a week plus.The first week was quite fun,exciting and busy.However,as the days come by,i realise that I'm just doing the same thing as what i used to do in Australia:ROTTING AT HOME!!!I just came back at the wrong time,when holidays just ended and everyone has to get back to school.Even Beryl is going back to Australia soon.Haiz...but at least i get to come back,this is already a blessing.Ya,what more can i expect???
I just heard from my friends that Australia now is really cold now.The lowest temperature is around 4-5 degrees while the highest temperature is only 13-14 degrees.As for Singapore,its almost 30 degrees here everyday.So i said,I'm going to explode soon!!!
Anyway i look forward to a good holiday here,for me to relax and pump myself up again for the next semester=)

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PHEW..the last day of school is finally over,what long day...
I realise the last day of school is always the happiest but also the busiest.
I have to run all over the school just now to look for teachers.Not for myself,but for Carmen.
She wasn't feeling well and didn't go to school today.
Therefore she gave me a 'to-do list' and ask me to help her get her results and worksheets.
I had a terrible headache this morning,the room was like spinning when woke up,and it became worse after all the running around.
However,i still feel happy because i know that i am able to help Carmen.
Exams will be starting next week onwards.STRESSED!!!Have to really work hard these few days man,the last chance to pull up my overall result.
It was really cold just now,and had to carry loads of books back.Thank God that i had someone to send me home.Although that person didn't help me to carry my books,at least he still helped me by making my trip back to the hostel shorter.THANK YOU!!! =)
Anyway,i had a pretty good day,but busier than i thought it will be...

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Everything seems to be going on track now..on my way back to my old self and really really starting to love my life now.
Here,there's new expectations everyday..something new everyday,i can proudly wake up everyday and say "THANK GOD FOR MY NEW DAY",before i sleep i can also say "THANK GOD FOR MY DAY TODAY,I REALLY ENJOYED IT!"
Being able to come here,I've grown physically,mentally and of course spiritually,even though it may be tough...BECAUSE OF HIM,I AM STRONG
Today may be a difficult day for me,many unhappiness took place and stuff,ups and downs.However,at the end of the day,i can't blame anyone for anything,because i know that this is a day that God had created.I will treasure it!
Today,i found out that Vicki had broken up with her boyfriend and something had happened in between them.I thought of myself and how silly i used to be,but now,everything had passed.
Can fairy tales ever happen on mortals?
Can all the drama story lines ever happen in real life?
Can all our dreams ever come true?
Can we ever do everything that we used to lecture others?
Am i able to say faithfully,"YES!I CAN!"?

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Sometimes people and things can just come all at a time and all leave at another time.
If you didn't treasure any one of them,you may regret when you lost them...
I used to have so much,however i didn't treasure any of them,and now,everything just disappeared in a blink of an eye.
Yesterday,all unhappiness just poured over me like no one's business.
First,i knew that Linda had changed her course and went back to TELP...
Secondly,i found out something that's really disappointing...
Thirdly,the phone call with my friend was hung up because of low reception,when i had so much to tell him...
Fourthly,i had a very weird feeling with my two groups of friends and felt like some idiot among them...
Fifthly,i was really angry with myself for being so "C"!
I was devastated yesterday,knowing no one to talk to except Him...I miss home
Linda went back to TELP yesterday and officially had her first lesson yesterday.She regretted for doing so.
As i said,if you didn't treasure the chance,no one can help you.
Frankly speaking,i felt lonely,even though i didn't admit in front of her.
No one is sitting beside me during class anymore,no one is having lunch with me anymore,no one is gonna lend me a shoulder to lean onto anymore in class.
I went pass her English class today,looking at the empty seat she used to sit every time,i saw her shadow.I saw her waving at me and giving me a big wide smile.I MISS HER!
So many things happened these days...am i still happy?Will i be happy tomorrow to buy myself a happiness charm and add onto my chain as I've promised myself?
I hate myself for being so unhappy and "C".
I really want to go back to the yupei whom i used to be when i just reached Australia.
Anyway yupei,just remember to think positively and be strong in whatever you faced.
Do your best,be your real own and HE will do the rest=)

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I just realised something...i don't know if I'm just thinking too much or what.I couldn't control but to think of it especially after what had happened yesterday.
It may be easy for people to befriend with each another and communicate.
However it will be difficult for them to live together under one roof and see each other everyday,especially when you'll have totally different personalities and come from different countries.
You really must have the generosity and patience to deal with everything.
It is easy for us to say that we want to move up and live together now,but i believe that it won't be easy when we have misunderstandings and unhappiness in the future.
I'm having a rather mixed feeling in me now.
I'm not sure if i have that BIG HEART to accept their weaknesses and control my temper plus the feeling of outcasting every time they speak in Cantonese.
On the other hand,I'm somehow looking forward to living on our own,cooking all meals ourselves,and sharing a room with a roommate.
Anyway,we'll see how it goes when our requirement for the changing of room is approved.

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I suddenly thought today:i wanna say goodbye.No disappointment,no regrets,i wanna say goodbye!


Btw,i had a very fun day yesterday--SLEEPING
I couldn't believe that i could sleep soooo much,
from 7.30 pm after Biggest Loser yesterday till 8.30 am this morning.
Its like around 13 hours.The good thing is that i didn't have homework yesterday.
With that much of sleep,i was super high just now and kept on talking to mushroom
HAHA...
Suddenly felt that this kind of life will never happen in Singapore with my
parents around.
Anyway,i enjoyed school today and the first day of school yesterday.
Today,i really had a chance to exercise in the morning.
When i went to school with Dale this morning for our line 4 lesson,we were told the
front door and the lift could not be used.No choice,we had to go from the back door and squeeze the stairs with the others.Thank God that my lesson was at the fifth level....
Later,i then realised that there was fire drill just now and the WHOLE BUILDING had been emptied...
After that,when i reached level 5,Linda asked me to go down to the ground floor again to get the green card with her.Okay,so we climbed down.After she got her green card,we climbed back to level 5 again...When we went back to class,i could feel that I'm half dead.
Thanks to the fire drill...

Btw,daylight saving had started on last Sunday.It means that last Sunday,i had 25 hours.The time here had been brought forward by an hour,which means the time here is only one hour faster than Singapore now!=)

I got back my computer science test yesterday and i failed by 3 and a half mark.Got a really good scolding by Ralph and he was like kept on asking me how come i failed my test even though my English seems to be better then him.Although his fierce and scolded me for my poor result,i appreciated that.At least he's with good intention and taught me how do it after that.THANK YOU RALPH=)

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okay...its like 38 degrees now and tml will be 39!
with this kind of weather can anyone believe that its autumn now?
I can feel that I'm like burning inside out....and the worst thing is that there
is NO air-conditioning in this lousy TOAB! not even in the common room...
GOODNESS!!!!!how am i going to survive???!!!!

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OH FINALLY....I GOT TO POST MY ENTRY IN AUSTRALIA.
However the bad thing is that the computer i use to post this entry is not my own.
Why?
Hmmm....because i still can't use the internet,due to the slow internet company.
ARGH...it had been two weeks since i left Singapore,and these two weeks are all life without the internet,totally lost contect with my Singapore friends.
My parents went back to Singapore like one week ago,strange that i didn't really cry,maybe because i still have my friends here with me to keep me company.
Yes!Thank God that i am able to make quite a lot of friends here so as not to feel lonely.
Making friends are easy here,especially in hostal.You just have to pluck up your courage to say a hello and you will get friends.No one will reject you!This is how i make friends....HAHA
Well,the strange thing is that i have only three friends from Singapore,although there are quite a lot of Singaporeans here.Most of my friends are from Hong Kong,A LOT!Therefore i am treated as one from HK everywhere i go.People will just ask me if i am from Hk,or sometimes just talk to me in Cantonese straight.So now i'm learning Cantonese in order to respond...HAHA
The school hours here are about the same as Singapore,only that different people end school differently,even if you are in the same coure.Well,for me,i start school at 10.30,have a break at 12.10 and 3.10,then end school at 4.50.
I really do love school,however i will definately love it more if the shops here don't close at 5pm(time in singapore:3pm)everyday.Therefore i can't do much after school.Even if i have to get gocceries or do some shopping after school,i have to rush back by 6.30pm in order to catch my dinner.At night,studying takes up most of my time,if not just pack my room or go around looking for friends to chat with.Life is really simple and nice here,better than what i thought it would be.I must admit that i'm enjoying here.
However,certain things here are pretty expensive,such as clothes, a meal outside,telephone bills and transport fees.It's because of the high pay people are getting here.If for part-time,the lowest pay you get an hour is about 10 aust dollars.Therefore,the living standard here is so much higher than Singapore.Well,do support my blog ya,i will sure post more after i get my internet!Cya and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!=)

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Although its a short video,hope that it can touch your hearts as it touches mine...
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Ms Chiang,the new teacher-in-charge of sjab
*parade

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P.S. please leave my table alone if there's another fight (but hope there's not),thank you for your cooperation^-^

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I've lost and spoilt the thing that you had given to me for friendship day this year.So does it mean that our friendship is really over from that day onwards?Ya...i think so.We have known each other since sec2 ya...Frankly speaking,i did not expect this to happen between us.Maybe i thought too highly of myself...haha,that's why i lose so much.
Anyway,I've thought about it and accept this fact already.Just hope that we can still maintain a pleasant relationship even if we don't talk to each other anymore.Lastly,all the best to you and your friends.bye bye

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Thank you alot for helping me to do up my blog(you know who you are^_^).Helping me to change the skin and edit all the things,really appreciate it alot.Without you,i think i will be totally lost and still stuck till today.Really do not know how to thank you,its more than just words alone.I will sure remember this=).Thanks for all the help and always at the window.haha

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Today's my english prelim oral.Hmmm...not as tough as i thought,but not as easy too.Haha,but during the preparation,logesh was in front me counting down the preparation time.Just find it difficult to concentrate and control my laughter with him sitting in front of me...HAHA!
ANYWAY,GOOD LUCK,YUPEI

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An agreement i should follow..and ths is also what i had promised before i left for Vietnam.Well,not something too bad also,just a presentation,but it will be super embarrasing lor.(but yupei...don't worry,everything will be fine (^.^)jia yous)However,i just have that very weird feeling leh,dunno why.Anyway,just face the fact and try my best during the presentation.NO BIG DEAL


P.S. ITS DIFFICULT,BUT I LIVE [MY MOTTO =)]...lol
(feeling:anxious)

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ARGH!!!gonna get crazy searching and changing my blog skin.

I've been doing it for the past few days and i'm really convinced that it's a TOUGH JOB!!!

REALLY PISSED OFF BY ALL THESE...IRRITATING

(feeling:irritated)

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